The Letters.

The Letters you Never send.

All of us have things that we want to say to someone, living or dead, friend or enemy, acquaintance or just someone you've passed by. But most of the time, you can’t say EXACTLY what you want to say, because someone somewhere will get offended.
I have so much built up that I want to say to people, that it’s eating me up inside. So I’m going to write them all letters, letters that I’ll never send.

This is the beginning of “The Never Letters”.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Dear Merissa,

I am so excited that you called yesterday. You seem like such a sweet girl. And its so exciting that i have another sister. Especially one so close to my age, in the same situation im in. Married with kids :) I can't wait to meet you in person. I really want this to work out, and for us to hit it off perfectly. It would be so great to have another sibling that i got to see all the time that enjoyed the same things that my little family enjoys.

I am so sorry about your mom. It sucks that all that is left on your side is Kent. I wish i could be more for you. A person you could really count on and look to for help and support in you and your little families life. I want to be there for you so badly. I can't imagine going through life without a sibling or a mother, Knowing all i had to look forward to was a half assed dad. I'm so sorry sweety.

Its so weird this feeling i have for you. I feel so protective, and compassionate towards you. Like i have known all along you were supposed to be my little sister :) Its exciting and so strangely new at the same time. I want so bad to drive down to where you are and meet you and my niece and nephew. I want to take you guys out to dinner, and go shopping with you, and do all those other girly things. I want to invite you to our camping trip in a few weeks, and to Kollen's birthday party. I want to incorporate you into the family as soon as possible, so i can start catching up with you. I know that would be alot to take in, thats why all this has made it into the "Never Letter" piles.

I'm just so excited to finally meet you. Its been a long time coming!My heart is so full right now :)
Shae

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