You are my biological father. You helped give me life, but Kirk has helped me live life. I haven't wanted to speak to you for years, because i was told that you were a low life. That you got several other woman pregnant while you were with my mom. And for a long time i held that against you and was angry with you.
Im still not sold on you being an adult, and behaving as you should, but after my son lost his Biological father, i thought more and more about you. I realized then that Kollen will never know all the details about his dad. Just what i can remember. I want to know you. I want to give you that chance to show me who you really are. I have taken into account what has been said about you, both negative and kind words. Now i want to hear from you. What the hell happened? Why did you have to hurt our little family? Why didn't you fight harder to be in the kids lives? I just wonder. So many questions that i will probablly never have answered. Regardless, i care about you and hope to learn that you too care about us.
Shae.
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